''I feel like we dont talk anymore and everytime I make an effort, you just turn away from me''
This is like a daily conversation/routine between me and my mum. We'd be talking, having a good time laughing our balls off about whatever, then suddenly she'd go in to an all out asian parent mode which consists of her moaning and nit picking everything I do. From me not taking the trash out, walking too loudly, scratching my head, not taking my bra off when i go to sleep, act too childish, eat too much, too dirty, biting the spoon, and her favorite - go on the computer for too long - the list go on and on. Years ago I'd feel pretty guilty and wonder why I am the way I am.
But now i literally cannot give a shit, there comes a time when, yeah you know you're wrong but you also know that you're not about to change either. She'll be alright tomorrow.


I am such a cunt.