i dont remember how old i was when i first saw you since i was so young, but strangely enough, i remember exactly what you looked like. how you staggered towards me, whimpering with fear. You were a cross between a dalmatian and a stray and i remember thinking how funny you looked because you were so, so spotty and you had a really big belly that pokes out really far. I loved how when we throw food towards you, you would jump and catch it through mid air. how you'd get so excited whenever you see us that you ended up hurting us by jumping at us and scratching us in the process. How you would chase our cars whenever we leave our house. How you talk in your sleep and how everyone loves you because you are such a kind, smart and amazing dog. I would never forget the day we had to leave you in Thailand when we left for england. It was so painful to see you chasing after us for the last time, seeing that look of hope on your face, thinking that we'd probably return in an hour or two. I couldnt stop crying. When we returned to Thailand 5 years later, you were still there, i wasnt sure if you actually remembered us, but seeing you again was enough to make me happy. To me, you were still the same Monty that i grew up with, the same Monty that I love. I still cant believe you have been gone for two years. Its been two years but i still cant stop crying about you, whcih is what im doing right now. I regret not seeing you in your last hour. I regret the 5 years we had to spend apart, there were so much more we could have done together. Even now, everytime i think about you, i cant help but cry like crazy. I still remember how you smelt, the texture of your fur, your wet nose. You were such a fighter Monty, such a good dog. I truly miss you and I hope that one day we can meet again in some other dimension.